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September 13. It's been a week since school started, and I haven't been able to stop crying since. I don't know why I was crying last week but I know why I've been crying this week. My boyfriend is leaving in 2 weeks and wont be back for 3 years! But he's gonna come back around Christmas time...but that is still so far away! I wish he didn't have to leave or that I could go with him. And that is what I truly want to do right now. I've been fighting with my mom all weekend and I need to get away from her. All I need right now is to be able to spend a day with Paul..or even a few hours. I don't know how I'll manage it...but I will find away to be with him for these next 3 years. Kaley August 4. Summer is almost over and I still haven't done anything worthwhile. My birthday is only 15 days from now...can you tell that I am excited? My mom is being more contolling then ever. I asked her if I could go on a bike ride with Sam today, and she totally freaked out about. I don't think that trusts me about anything anymore. Or she doesn't like Sam. Yesterday she let me go to the barn where Sam works, but she didn't want me to be there. And I don't understand the bike ride thing. I mean I would be going outside and I'd be gettinge excersise! My life is truly sucky at the moment...Kaley Wow, Sam finally finished my blog...well actually that was awhile ago...eh, same thing to me really. So, yeah so far nothing this summer has happened at all. Except for the new Harry Potter book coming out but I finished like the same day it came out so it left nothing for me to do after that. Well expect for going shopping but that gets boring after awhile. But I did go skating last Saturday with Sam, Melyssa and Sam's annoying little sister Svetta. I swear I felt like killing her. She is really lucky that I can control my temper. But it doesn't matter I guess. At least I got out of the house for awhile and got some excersise. Summer truly sucks sometimes...but what can we do? It's way better then school though. *~*Kaley*~*